I've been sitting on this wall all of my life, heart upon my sleeve, everything crossed, sandwiches unpacked, waiting for someone truly extraordinary to find me.
And the song on the radio sings... Daydreamer, sittin' on the seat, soaking up the sun...
I've been sitting in this kitchen all of my life, painting these pictures, writing these words, waiting for someone to make sense of it all.
And the song on the radio sings... He's a real lover, makin' up the past and feeling up his girl like he's never felt her figure before...
I've been lying on this couch all of my life, asking her questions, telling her secrets, knowing that one day it all will become clear.
And the song on the radio sings... A joy dropper, looks good when he walks, he is the subject of their talk...
I've been watching this world passing me by all of my life, believing that one day, someone will stop for a second and finally, finally be interested in the things I have to say.
And the song on the radio sings... He would be hard to chase, but good to catch...
I've spent all of my life sitting in parks, getting lost in the dark, always taking the wrong path, knowing that one day I will find my way home
And the song on the radio sings... and he could change the world with his hands behind his back...
Oh. My. God.
Andre, please know that if you ever delete this piece of complete beautifucaliltyness during one of your fiddles, I will hunt you down and, er, well I'll cross that bridge when it comes to it.
Just don't, ever, delete it. Pretty please? It touches my rock hard heart and it won't be the same if I save it to read in notepad.
xx
Posted by: Angelalala | June 12, 2007 at 07:00 PM
I will not delete it - I never delete the things I write that make me cry.
x
Posted by: andre | June 12, 2007 at 07:02 PM
Promise?
Posted by: Angelalala | June 12, 2007 at 07:06 PM
they are the only things worth keeping
Posted by: andre | June 12, 2007 at 07:07 PM
everything else annoys me the moment I read them on the screen.
Posted by: andre | June 12, 2007 at 07:09 PM
It may well be that there is more than just promises worth keeping. We just have to keep faith in our fourth decade and find those things.
ESTD, I know.
Adele is lovely. She may get me over my Duke Special obsession. Or not. He is special, after all.
x
Posted by: Angelalala | June 12, 2007 at 07:16 PM
*sniff*
Posted by: just a girl | June 12, 2007 at 07:33 PM
godot didn't teach you anything, did it
Posted by: kermit | June 12, 2007 at 08:21 PM
Double sniff!
Posted by: ( l_l ) | June 12, 2007 at 08:30 PM
<3 it. cept i'm still sitting up in the clouds, not on a wall!
ps its mah birfday! (:
Posted by: Jacqueline | June 12, 2007 at 11:35 PM
Utterly, completely, amazingly, astonishingly beautiful. And, um, I think I've got a speck of dust in my eye. Yes, that's it. Dust.
Posted by: An Unreliable Witness | June 13, 2007 at 12:10 AM
...and this is your own song instead of the airs and graces caught in nets by others.
(this is very lovely and could make cynics uneasy about their cynicism - there are more beautiful things to ponder.)
Posted by: Miles Away | June 13, 2007 at 03:24 AM
Adele has a beautiful voice
as do you
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 04:14 AM
Nancy wants to know what kind of sandwiches you have unpacked?
Posted by: Mountain Goat | June 13, 2007 at 04:16 AM
cheese and pickle - nothing fancy
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 05:40 AM
but people are interested in the things you say.
this is lovely...
Posted by: Camille | June 13, 2007 at 06:53 AM
Camille: people are interested in what I say now - but they weren't
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 07:05 AM
"people are interested in what I say now - but they weren't"
"bloody drama queen"
as you put it to me just now!!
xx
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 07:07 AM
shut it!
what I meant was: I have made some lovely lovely friends over recent times and they sit with me because they want to. and I sit with them because I want to. that is all.
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 07:10 AM
squirrel: n. an agile tree-dwelling rodent with a bushy tail, typically feeding on nuts and seeds. v.; move about inquisitvely or busily
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 07:56 AM
squirrel: n. very randy and not afraid to take on something much bigger than its self
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 09:03 AM
{head butts alpine tree}
Nancy says the red squirrels here in the alpine mountains are shy & difficult to spot and do not resemble your common or garden grey squirrel.
'sculture'
Posted by: Mountain Goat | June 13, 2007 at 09:15 AM
Andre is admiring his new Dab radio and lucky pants...
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 09:17 AM
what colour are they?
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 09:30 AM
The DAB radio is white.
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 09:33 AM
so it will match your iHod then
& the lucky pants are red spandex yes?
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 10:08 AM
There is nothing wrong with red
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 10:11 AM
no further comment m'lud
Posted by: annie | June 13, 2007 at 10:28 AM
mmm cheese and pickled sandwich sounds great, as long as you have that, getting lost ain't a problem.
Posted by: guyana-gyal | June 13, 2007 at 12:01 PM
hello guyana-gyal. you are so wise.
Posted by: andre | June 13, 2007 at 07:48 PM
This is the most touching piece of writing I have read from you in months.
Posted by: Jocelyn | June 14, 2007 at 12:09 AM
what colour is your couch?
Posted by: Peach | June 14, 2007 at 04:53 AM
That really is very lovely.
I will wish for your 'someone to make sense of things' for you and hope it comes true. :)
Posted by: l-q-s | June 15, 2007 at 06:12 AM
Wahhhhhh. Truly lurvely. Truly.
Posted by: la fille | June 16, 2007 at 07:13 PM
Lurked for a bit, never commented 'til this. Wow. Gorgeous. I get you. That is all.
Posted by: Heather | June 28, 2007 at 10:47 AM
Been there, for two long, then one day, I got off my ass, learned to love myself and everything became special.
Beautiful poem, reminds me of how much I have grown.
thanks
Posted by: susan | July 07, 2007 at 12:44 PM
so beautiful..
the whole time, all that time
you were talking to me,
I was talking to you too.
..you know I have stopped pretty much everything here...(laugh)..and am more than interested in what you have to say..I want to sit for hours and listen to you...you ARE a joy dropper, I love that...I also really loved everything I read that you wrote recently about mental health and drugs and I agree with it and would like to talk to you about it sometime. What you write melts my heart over and over again...
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I am concerned that you have lost someone dear to you recently and I just want you to know that if this is so, because I can't always tell exactly, that you have all my love and my healing and I am there to soothe your pain. I am holding your hand. I am so sorry for you to have to go through this. I know that loss is very, very painful. I kiss you and embrace you from afar. I send you all of my nurturing and deepest love.
Posted by: me | July 16, 2007 at 07:43 PM